Suicide notes...

Bad Trash
Lilies may grow even through snow The sun will rise sparkle your eyes The wind shall blow bad trash away When anguish is near Somebody please polish the stars For their skin is dull Somebody please awaken the sun And never let it fall Somebody please stir up the sky Emotionally so it must cry
Dissolve
Can you see me going down? I am screaming out loud And the fear of God is in me now Dissolve In the moonshine I leave no trace My visions have gone Far away from this place They've dissolved Can you see me going down? I am screaming out loud And the fear of God is in me now Dissolve
Wallflower
Underneath the soiled ground Slowly she moves underground Quickly now she's moving up Seed of need it will erupt Something is happening underneath the ground For she's been waiting to bloom Thinking and wondering Of her climb up to the sun For she's been waiting to bloom Waiting for her Waking so sweetly The earth she has outgrown For she's been waiting to bloom On her climb up to the sun For she's been waiting to bloom Waiting for her Let me grow The soil it strangles me Let me grow The soil it strangles me Something is happening underneath the ground For she's been waiting to bloom Thinking and wondering Her time has just begun For she's been waiting to bloom Waiting to bloom
Wrecking Yard
Gather 'round to hear this tale A story which has grown old Torn of their pride Stars collapse and collide The wrecking yard grows cold They may laugh and they may say This doesn't hurt them, oh no If you happen to see them just listen Take away some of their pain tonight These are saddened times today This sickened place we live We walk right through the wrecking yard It's nothing that we give Memories of days gone by Eyes wet with pictures so bright Warm them from the fire The children they tire They're burning out tonight Dancing in the night they're shining Up above the sky Laughing in their darkest times You'll see them asleep in the rain tonight These are saddened times today This sickened place we live We walk right through the wrecking yard It's nothing that we give Gather 'round to hear this tale A story which has grown old Clown Crying loud you're crawling on the floor Just a beautiful baby, you're nothing more Close your eyes, you're crawling into sleep I swear I won't break you if you let me take you Where the willows never weep Where the willows never weep Coming quick into your wonderland Flying high on bleached white sand Tranquilized by light you lose your way Well just come with me and I'll make you see With me you'll want to stay Can baby come out to play? Circus lights are shutting slowly down But still you're up in the air, and loving your wings My dear you play the clown You're still up in the air and loving your wings What's gonna happen when you come down?
Cocoon
She is flying Soaring through the air up there My butterfly In the sky she loves to fly from way up high My butterfly Floating in the sky Is her state of mind She is flying Soaring through the air up there My butterfly
Dollhouse
Pushing, pulling me down again Pushing, pulling me down again It's getting bad I can't breathe I won't let them in I won't let them in Crushing, pushing me down again Crushing, pushing me down again I need to get away Listen now to their hurting words They rip and they do tear Pushing out all of my hidden things Hold my hands and take me there Sickened eyes seem to mesmerize They're melting as they glow Memorize your alibis They're laughing in the snow People climbing up the walls Breaking all of my wretched dolls Fingernails they scratch outside In the attic is where I'll hide People climbing up the walls Breaking all of my wretched dolls Fingernails they scratch outside In the attic is where I'll hide I won't let them in
Sweet
Broken people, hollow and feeble They're rolling up the hill Rotten ingrate, stupid mistake They're rolling up the hill Wishing wells and cockle shells They swim throughout my head My eyes are closing slowly as I'm lowering my head Wanting and getting, silent setting They're rolling up the hill Robbing, burning, wasted learning They're rolling up the hill Wishing wells and cockle shells They swim throughout my head My eyes are closing slowly as I'm lowering my head Breaking in, in my eyes I can't see like this I can't let go, please help me down I can't be like this Seeing them, them all around How can they be so sweet? They panic so, just hold them down I could live like this I'm closing in, hey, all around I could live like this Hearing them in my head How can they be so sweet? They're all around Hey, hear me say they're all around They're so sweet They're all around They're so sweet
Gutter Glitter
Iridescent eyes of the seahorse rise Treasures she loves, others despise A shooting star shan't fall very far Dim fireflies held in glass jars April showers bring May flowers Dazzling dust tossed in wind gusts The trap door is open, the window half-closed The tapestry curtain vivaciously grows London bridge did fall down My fair lady nearly drowned What is the reason to lock her up When already she had such rotten luck Bracelets of silver adorn my wrists Candy kisses from sugared lips Candy kisses me, kisses me London bridge did fall down My fair lady nearly drowned London bridge did fall down My fair lady nearly drowned London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down London bridge is falling down, my fair lady
Mine Eyes
Will the angels sing tonight Or will they perish in the shadows of this newborn light? Will we crumble to dust? Will be blow away Like the ravens did yesterday? Can we mend this broken reed? Seal the doom on this house of cards I only want to hear the angels laugh Are they sleeping on the edge of the sky? Will the candles burn all night Or will darkness engulf us and swallow our sight? Can we go the same ground if a nightingale sings? Gather 'round the fountains as the churchbells ring I only want to hear the angles laugh Are they sleeping on the edge of the sky? I only want to listen to the angels sing Are they crying on the edge of mine eyes?
Witches
Witches, they ride On broomsticks, 'ya know Angels use wings To catch the wind's blow And they're moving as far as they can And as fast as they can Skeletons white, They glow in the night Goblins entrance With their wicked dance And they're moving as far as they can And as fast as they can Your dreams are filled With blood and gore Now they're right outside your door They're gonna get you A spider's love bite May find you tonight Monsters, they eat Your kind of meat And they're moving as far as they can And as fast as they can Now it's getting hot, hot Now it's getting hot, hot Run for water Now it's getting too hot Nee, nee, nee, nee, nee, nee, ha ha ha...
Dirty Dog
Keep a line for you Keep a line for you Get it off, waterfall Wash it off of me What do you think, little man You could do to me? And I'm feeling like I'm moving I am flying, tonight I am sliding, I am gliding, And I'm feeling all right Won't she wise up, Stop going out and in? Won't she wise up, Stop going out and in? Keep a line for you Keep a line for you What a way A little fly Can land on everything Dirty ways, Sick and small He is the insect king And I'm feeling like I'm moving I am flying, tonight I am sliding, I am gliding And I'm feeling all right Won't she wise up, Stop going out and in? Won't she wise up, Stop going out and in? Won't she wise up, Stop going out and in? Won't she wise up, Stop going out and in?
Roller Coaster
We've been sailing All through sick skies Backbones breaking So we all lie We've been sailing All through sick skies Backbones breaking So we all lie We are laughing, you see Ha ha ha ha Please don't get in line again For the ride of the rollercoaster Please don't get in line again For the ride of the rollcercoaster It's such a scream It's such a scream See the tracks Bring them back Don't you dare Leave them there We are laughing, you see Ha ha ha ha All the places They're getting close to me Coming around the bend For all to see And be
Situation #58
...a lamb widows and humans and pits and demons and boils and sleepwalkers and bats and widows and humans and pits and demons and demons and demons designs and clarity in infants have the milking of treasuries minimizing but Gorkenson bought a pint of bourbon the vermin they were multiplying out they come and make me misers i will nab them covers and i will have them narrating the narrating of contradictions i will narrate and i will have the naturalizing of criminals and the defecating of bats and planktons and non-fuzzy deities...
Soldiers
See all the faces Out walking in the street You will find a way to love See how they run See how they fly ooh wah wah wah ooh wah wah wah ooh wah wah wah ooh wah wah wah ooh ooh Who are you? Who are you? One, two, three, four Five, six, seven, eight Many more to obligate See past the surface To all the broken hearts Beating much too slow See how they run See how they fly ooh wah wah wah ooh wah wah wah ooh wah wah wah ooh wah wah wah ooh ooh Who are you? Who are you? One, two, three, four
Sleep
I don't feel good I don't sound good I don't look good I wish I was right I don't feel good I don't sound good I don't look good I wish I was right I watch you sleep Away the time I watch you sleep Sleep tight Am I a little liar Hiding below your bed Am I a little liar Wish I was right Am I a little liar Laying below your bed Am I a little liar Wish I was right I watch you sleep Away the time I watch you sleep Sleep tight I watch you sleep Away the time I watch you sleep Sleep tight Look at my bricks, My bricks I am laying Look at my bricks, My bricks I am laying Down, down, down, You'll fall Down, down, down, You'll fall Down, down, down,...
Funnel
The lady, poor lady She lost all her things Far inside of her house now The lady just stays Anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone Ah...ah...ah...ah... Over the floor, silver hair lays Buckets of pills for days and for days Anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone The remover is coming to clean up the frail Pretty old ladies and puppy dog tails Anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone I am lost now Oh, where can I be? Don't go near that You'll find it empty Scissors cut spaces Perfect and right Tongue-tied rhythms May find you tonight She takes medicine, medicine, Every damn day For she thinks she is sick She was brought up that way Anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone Ah...ah...ah...ah...
Insect
Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back I hear it No buzzing Be quiet I hear you In my head Be quiet Be quiet Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back Where is the light? Where is the light? Let's get out of here Let's get out of here Where is the light? Where is the light? Let's get out of here Let's get out of here Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back Don't you ever, ever, ever, come back
Rampid
Tomorrow Will we all just fade away And will the sun explode, Destroying everything? Tomorrow Will we all just fade away And will the sun explode, Destroying everything? We are lines too little Fading fast away Too little we all shine We will find a way We are lines, we are lines Fading fast away, fading fast away What happens? Will we all just fade away And will the sun explode, Destroying everything? What happens? Will we all just fade away And will the sun explode, Destroying everything?
Sheep
It's time to tell me what you saw It's time to tell me what you saw Where are all my little Little lambs, Fast asleep? Where are all my little Little lambs, Fast asleep? Did did did did da Did did da ha Did did did did da Oh, where can they be? Did did did did da Did did da ha Did did did did da Did did da ha Oh, where can they be? It's time to tell me what you saw Tell me It's time to tell me what you saw Please, Mister, If you see them, (they're missing) won't you help them find their way? Please, Mister, If you see them, (they're missing) won't you help them find their way? Find their way home Before The wolves find them first
Chain
chain leave us alone your shadow is drifting under the door your venom is trickling down the floor my tears I will give them my trust for when they hit you my friend your power will rust I can't break away from chain fatal friend the chain you are wicked and and confining to me yet the lock you have created does have a key I can break away from chain fatal friend the chain leave chain
Numb
Let's all go in the river A mirror for my disguise To look at her makes me shiver I can see right through her eyes in her mind She is tongue-tied, she won't make a sound She believes she can only hide when I turn around This imagery is haunting me She won't fly away She calls me so pleadingly But I don't, but I don't know know her name Numb I went down to the river To wait for her to arise I looked in the mirror And sprinkled teardrops in her eyes Numb, ahhh...
Rain
A raindrop on the rooftops, a little girl Dancing in her crystal gown, 'til she must go A floating palace in the sky is where she'll be And there she'll stay until she falls so peacefully I roamed the hills so desperately to find where she can be But every hill I searched today was empty Gather all your roses while you may A chamber in the valley is where she lays
Ride
I won't live forever where will I got will I miss the war will I miss the snow I love the way the water comes down like acid rain for when I'm gone they'll carry on but in your head you're all dead your brain's cold from what's been told and there you sit begging change don't you get it you're still in their shooting range this is life not a game and its getting real old your body is hungry for your soul's been sold and now you're trapped deep inside my kind of ride 69 stories down down better better run and hide ride I won't live forever where will I go will I miss the war will I miss the snow I love the way the water comes down like acid rain for when I'm gone they'll carry on for when I'm gone they'll carry on where will I go
Drool (Mother)
Mother says to stay right Mother says to stay right here Mother says to stay right Mother says to stay right here She's been standing in my place Let's go out and slap her face She's been sleeping in my chair Let's go out and pull her hair Yes, you scream and you shout No, you'll never get out No, you never will see what's new Yes, you scream and you shout No, you'll never get out No, you never will see what's new Mother says to stay right here Mother says to stay right here Mother says to stay right here Right here Mother says to stay right here Mother says to stay right here Mother says to stay right here Right here She's been sleeping in my bed Let's go out and shoot her dead She's been dancing in my dress Let's go out and make a mess Yes, you scream and you shout No, you'll never get out No, you never will see what's new Yes, you scream and you shout No, you'll never get out No, you never will see what's new With you Iridescent eyes of the seahorse rise Treasures she loves, others despise A shooting star shan't fall very far Dim fireflies held in glass jars April showers bring May flowers Dazzling dust tossed in wind gusts The trapdoor is open, the window half-closed The tapestry curtain vivaciously grows Iridescent eyes of the seahorse rise Treasures she loves, others despise A shooting star shan't fall very far Dim fireflies held in glass jars Mother says to stay right here Mother says to stay right here Mother says to stay right here Right here Mother says to stay right here Mother says to stay right here Mother says to stay right here Right here Tell me what's new with you, yeah, you, yeah, you Tell me what's new with you, yeah, you, yeah, you Is it her or is it me?
Night Shift
Only at night time -- I see you In darkness -- I feel you A bride by my side -- I'm inside many brides Sometimes I wonder... What goes on in your mind, always silent and kind, Unlike the others... Other mothers kills the other But the others kill their mothers I'm going out of my mind, 'cause... I'm out of my mind with you In heaven and hell with you... I'm out of my mind Night Shift Sisters Await their nightly visitor No they don't bother me No, they don't bother me Come on inside and sumbit to my feet With the least dissection Looking so sweet to me Please come to me Accomplish my cold love Hissing not kissing A happy-go-lucky chap always dressed in black He'll come to you He'll come to you He'll come to you He'll come to you

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